Sliding Away

Fine I shall dissappear from this plane and search another one....
Pretty sure I wont be missed, specially by you
Quite sure my disappearence won't be noticed until I'm long gone....
and not even then the plane will understand it loss.. nor you

I'll just keep sliding from one place to another
Until I find that plane, that place, that corner
Where I can call myself at home

Where I can feel more than just the warmth of it's atmosfphere
more than just the warmth of a fire or a light bulb
Where I shall be warm because of those who surround me

Until then, and only until then
I shall keep myself sliding away
I'll be kept fighting the fight
I'll be kept alive by my own instinct

My stubborness will be my best friend during the whole trip
It will also be the thing that keeps me alive
Reason shall be the blade to fight back...

While I' shall be hungry for hugs and kisses
I'll be keeping myself alive with flesh pleasures
While I keep getting hurt again and again
I'll mend those wounds with tears and words of encouragement

I'll be sliding away again and again
until someone can chain me down without a chain
until someone can tie me down without a rope

But until then, just until then
I'll be fighting back
I'll be surviving all
I'll be bearing the pain
I'll be sliding away...